12/24/11

For a while I did thought that this was going to be a nice christmas and maybe it's not such a bad occasion after all.

But no, it's almost lousier then before and I just feel miserable.
Will we ever have the same kind of normal christmas joy that most families seems to have?

And I don't wanna ruin anyone else's day by whining about my own and aaaa damn, it just all sucks so bad right now. Even our christmas tree is ugly as fuck.